So a friend advised me to try doing something different for my impotence.
Since I'm a married man, dating hot escorts is out of the question. If I did that, I guess I'll have a bigger problem with the wife.

So what are some suggestions?

Porn... I'm not talking about the typical boring porn. I'm talking about watching types porn that isn't everyday. 

But even better would be virtual porn. You wear a headset and strap on a machine to your dick and it's all automated. I can't find the link right now but I'll get that posted as soon as I find it again. The concept is interesting, but will the give me an erection? IDK.

Another suggestion is going to massages. Not erotic massages but massages that help with the circulation.
The problem is is that I'm not comfortable with strangers touching areas near my groin. Maybe buy a video and have my wife learn those massage techniques. Anyhow, here goes another trial...

It's a tough journey and it ain't getting easier as I age. Oh well... I will never give up.

This might sound like typical war or business strategy and tactics but in order to fight erectile dysfunction,  we all need to know ourselves and our enemy, which is ED. 

I did some research over the night and found a heap load of sites about the issue. Webmd and wiki seemed to one of the best sources for information but it is too general. The info they have will probably help the general but all kinds of people need to have a tailored assessment of their problems... that is why sites like these suggest to see a damn doctor. I agree that seeing a doctor can help but will it fix it?

So yes... because I can't get it up, I am depressed about it. I'm not like suicidal, more like down at most times. I was told to write about my feeling in a blog so here I am. 

To be honest I feel more down not because of pride or some bullshit like that, I feel sad because I can't make my wife happy. She tries to make me hard but its not working.

Aging sucks. It's like a double whammy esp. when you suffer from erectile dysfunction. Been doing my research and lets see what happens.

So yeah... just thought I start a blog about my journey through a problem I never thought would get me. 

Back in the days, I was borderline sex addict. Love having sex with women. Got married and the wife loved it as much. However, as I aged, my dick can't catch up.

What make it worse,  for some reason, guess it could be the media to blame, women are getting hotter and sexier than ever.  My mind gets turned on at the site of a pretty women wearing mini-skirts and high heels. However, my dick won't budge. WTF?

Age sucks. I thought of going on viagra but I'm not the kind of guy who uses drugs. It's either you can get it up or you can't. It's in the mind and then I realized yes, it is. What was bothering me is the fact that I am stressing. I'm fucking stressing about retirement. Never thought this would be an issue but I just want to know how many people are on the same boat, which is stressing about retirement in correlation to not being able to get their dicks to stand up. I have a 401K, social securty,  and all that financial bullshit but I don't think it is enough for both me and the wife. Maybe I'm just worrying too much.

Thanks for reading. Maybe by writing this, I can in some way, help myself. Thanks for reading!